A Love Letter

Dear My Sweetheart,

I might never say those three words, but I want you to know that I can't resist to admit that I can't live without you. I am not exaggerating. I'm telling you the truth that I might not be who I am today without you.

It is within you that I find love. I learn from the love you give, from the happiness you shared. Tears I see in your eyes, I can feel the pain, so do you. When I need a loyal companion, you're always available. Not only when I need you, but you're just always there.

No one can replace you, I know. In this whole world, how many people can be trusted? At least, one, because you're just already there. And I'm very proud to introduce you to the world as my true one(s).

I don't need a shooting star for a dream comes true. I already have one.

Thank you for the love, warmth, and care. When we're always be together, we're home.

Love,

Friends? or "Friends"?

Hey, I do not know what had happened or what I had done wrong, at least I don't realize I had done one.

I greeted you, and you greeted back.

I asked how you were, you said you were fine.

And that's it?

Oh, come on, I know at least you could put a little bit effort to say Hi, but you didn't.

I do not what you are to me. And I do not want to think what I am to you.

Are we even friends??

I guess, not really a "friend"...

I just hate when people only look for somebody for a companion because the rest of their REAL friends are not available. Could you depend on yourself instead?

Then why should I bother to act nice and show care?

An Honest Lie

I warn you that it is cold

I scream "don't touch"

I'd better left it untouched

because I can't tell

which will do warm or hurt

And that's all just a lie

when I say that it is cold

I'm just afraid that

I can't stand when it breaks

Things I'll Be Missing

1. Watching Avatar Series with my brother.

I don't have to rush all the way to finish because I just can watch the rest of episodes in Singapore, but the feeling and atmosphere would be different if my brother was not around. So, I'm rushing.

2. DaAi TV esp. A Tao series.

I can't find any better local channel *i can't say "no offense" because it's just true* This series has inspired me in some ways. I hope I can watch it online too. I also like when their master giving a talk in the morning.

3. Badminton. with my brother, of course.

This is my favourite sport. I like the way when I have to run here and there then do a hard smash! When we tried to hold the racket left handed, it was quite funny and entertaining XD

4. Also my Hollahoop, Bicycle and.... Para-Para (at timezone)

5. Shopping with my Mom.

Guilty and Pleasure both at the same time. 'Planning" with Friendship card thingy to win prize for 33 first customers.

6. Fun Time with my dad and brother.

Watching movies at cinema together. Trying new cuisine in town. Or just laughing at silly things.

7. Silly jokes with my brother.

Maybe only the two of us in the world would find such thing funny.

8. Having fun with old folks. Not that "old", I mean.

Honestly, I was not satisfied enough with the crazy karaoke. I need more! XD next time definitely!

9. Love

24 Hrs. A Lifetime Guaranteed.

About Expecting A Thank You

A quote from DaAi TV Guest Room today :

*more or less it goes like this...

"When you give/help someone, do not expect a "thank you" because you'd feel more comfortable that way. Never put too much expectation on others."

from "A Tao" series.

My Home. My Shelter.

Just a few days left, then there will be no time slacking around. There will be no nothing to be worried anymore. Things which I had left behind would be coming back. They need to be taken care of, to be decided, to be got rid of.

No more shelter from rain or snow. Storms that are coming I can't avoid. I need to face it, ready or not.

If I were dreaming during these past 3 months, I guess now it's time for me to wake up. To wake up from the warm love of family. To wake from a dream where friendship is just too innocent. To be welcomed by reality, once again.

Some of my colleagues (why I can't type the word "friends"?) are coming back in earlier days than I am. Facebook statuses are updated, reminding me that soon it's time for me. It's sick. They're sick. I'm... sick.

One-month accommodation is settled, contract-and-deposit-thingy is done, so I don't have to worry as much as I was last year. Somehow, I wondered how I could survive that time? But, one year-accommodation is not settled. Should I blame my luck here?? No, I guess. I just need to wait and see because the best is yet to come. So positive, huh? Well, we should be :)

For thee I love, no one shall replace

For the love I give thee, thou shall embrace

For thy love, I shall find grace

Gravity *well i know this is sooo RANDOM (and sooo outdated)*

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag 15 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...

take a bow

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

over the rainbow

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY

last day on earth

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

dance with my father again

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?

when she loved me

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

defying gravity

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

something there

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

change of heart

9) WHAT IS 2+2?

cinderella

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

terrified

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

miracle of the moment

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

over it

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

stranger

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

sarang haeyo

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

love song

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

fairytale

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

at the beginning

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

city

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

as i kneel before you

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

king of anything

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?

fairytale

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

i will go sailing no more

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

gomapseumnida

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

be prepared

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

if i never knew you

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

vanila twilight

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

gift of a friend

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

you've got a friend in me

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

everytime we touch

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

gravity

Fairytale - Sara Bareilles

Cinderella's on her bedroom floor
She's got a
Crush on the guy at the liquor store
Cause Mr. Charming don't come home anymore
And she forgets why she came here
Sleeping Beauty's in a foul mood
For shame she says
None for you dear prince, i'm tired today
I'd rather sleep my whole life away than have you keep me from dreaming

Cause i don't care for you fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing

Snow White is doing dishes again cause
What else can you do
With seven itty-bitty men?
Sends them to bed and calls up a friend
Says will you meet me at midnight?
The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says
Would have cut it myself if i knew men could climb hair
I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows

Cause i don't care for you fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing

Once upon a time in a faraway kingdom
Man made up a story said that i should believe him
Go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight
But i don't want the next best thing
So i sing and hold my head down and i break these walls round me
Can't take no more of your fairytale love

Cause i don't care for you fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
I don't care
I don't care
Worry bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting spent the whole life being graded on the sanctity of patience and a dumb
Appreciation
But the story needs some mending and a better happy ending
Cause i don't want the next best thing
No no i don't want the next best thing

Sinonim dan Imbuhan

SINONIM

Benar = Betul

Betul?

Benar!

IMBUHAN "Ke-...-an"

Ke-betul-an = Ke-benar-an?

Tidak!

"Wah, kok kamu juga mau ke sana? Kebenaran sekali."

"Saya tidak akan menyerah! Saya akan berjuang sampai kebetulan itu terbukti!"

*Iseng-iseng saja*

The day when I met you

The day when I met you

did it happen on purpose

Why did it have to be that way

that I was not able to make decision

and it led me to you

Do you know how I couldn't stop smiling

the moment when I saw you from afar

The day when I met you

did it happen on purpose

How could you and I

meet at that one junction

when there were many paths to be taken

Why did we take the same road

and walked in the same direction

while there were many ways in front

The day when I met you

did it happen on purpose

I still remember when you there

were smiling and running to me

and I stopped to smile back

took some steps together side by side

Juicy Couture

Well, I'm not a branded-minded person, but I DO "turn on" looking at this stuffs XD

Cute and pretty, huh?

Perubahan dalam Sebuah Rutinitas

Jam weker berbunyi tepat pukul 5.30 pagi. Tanda harus bangun bersiap-siap menuntut ilmu di sekolah. Namun, pagi itu hujan mengguyur bumi terlalu deras. Selokan dan kali pun tidak sanggup lagi menampung air. Air berwarna kecoklatan itu menggenangi jalanan depan rumah. Banjir! Orang-orang sibuk berlalu lalang menyelamatkan mobil ke dataran yang lebih tinggi. Pintu depan rumah dipasangi tanggul. Lobang kamar mandi ditutup. Wuah, repot sekali! Tetapi, untunglah di sela-sela kerepotan itu ada berita bagus : Sekolah libur, Yay!

Itu adalah salah satu gambaran di mana satu atau dua kali dalam setahun yang terjadi ketika saya masih tinggal di rumah lama. Bukan pengalaman bagaimana mengungsi naik truk yang ingin saya ceritakan. Melainkan mengenai sebuah Perubahan dalam Sebuah Rutinitas.

Entah kenapa selalu ada suatu perasaan senang ketika banjir menghampiri. Bukan sekedar karena sekolah jadi libur, tetapi karena ada suatu perubahan atau gejolak yang menghiasi hari-hari yang monoton. Hari-hari menjadi tidak biasa. Ada sebuah pengalaman baru yang bisa dikenang nantinya.

What do I wanna DO?

I do not know.

What exactly should I do?

I think I can't stand the routines.

I don't want to be locked up in a cage.

I don't want to stay static.

What do I want to do?

I want to fly to the blue sky up high.

I want to be free.

I want to create.

I want to explore.

I want to find treasures, and to share it.

but that way, I'm not sure if I can survive.

yet, I'm not sure if there exists someone who understands.