you can see at the left of my current wishlists and goals : a fruitful journey during internship.
yes, a very 'fruitful' one indeed.
I've learnt that :
1. Routine makes me sick.
2. I'm not good at dealing with details. definitely not a detail-oriented person. does that mean i am not suitable to become an engineer?
3. I love to think but I don't like thinking and analyzing technical stuffs. I'm more to that abstract thinker.
4. My patience limit has expanded. a lot, maybe.
5. Sometimes you have to fight for your own good sake, even to people who have somewhat called higher positions. If not, think again.. are you sure you wanna be their slaves?
6. I made some improvement in my defending skills.
7. Don't act like a boss even if you are one, act as a leader instead. Never let your people lose their respect towards you.
8. Always keep a good manner and attitude while eating with a group of people!!!
9. If you don't have passion within you, it's really... hard to enjoy what you're doing. 'Love what you do' is too good to be true.
10. I need something more than incentives, I think.. I need a reason... and passion.
11. I'm a slacker.
12. I'm more stubborn than I ever thought I was.
13. And surprisingly, I'm more patient than I ever thought I was.
14. Nothing beats university life as a normal university student.
15. You can't just depend on anyone at anytime.
16. I only have Mom, Dad, and Bro.
17. Mom and Dad are the ones who always stand by you. no matter what. they'll never leave you. they'll do as best as they could, even sometimes too much :)
And the list still goes on. I'd add if time and condition permits :p
You might be wondering why almost all the lists are the negative ones.. yes, seriously I cannot think about much of the good things at the moment. This semester is the 'BEST' semester ever. I thought last was epic enough but this time is even more. More tears are shed. Joys are more appreciated. More stories are shared. More people are involved. More feeling plays part, where love and hate becomes one. When you have thousand reasons to hate, but there is one very reason which hold you to stay.
