Time of My Life

Wow, I just found a very good song, by David Cook.. =P

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming aliveBody and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life
This is the time of my life

Me, In Melancholy..

RandomLy searched in Youtube to fulfill my melancholic mood =P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skW73hM9lf0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IP0nzc4v-88&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deiCf05XpNM&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-Yhn13oqdc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsbkk4SZAqA&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBmQW4zD9TU&feature=related

Hilang..

Ada yang hilang dari kamar ini..

Ya, terkadang serasa hampa..

Kosong..

Bukan hanya kelihatannya saja..

Tapi juga bisa kurasakan..

dan,

Tinggal menunggu 5 hari lagi..

Ruangan ini akan kosong total..

Yang pernah diisi dengan canda tawa..

Kegilaan di malam hari yang merajarela..

Tak disangka begitu dalamnya..

Membekas..

Hingga kekosongan itu terasa..

Harapanku adalah..

Semoga di beberapa bulan mendatang..

Ruangan ini akan hidup lagi..

Menyimpan kenangan yang tak terlupakan..

I Love Adventure!

Hari ini saya seorang diri 'bertualang' ke sana dan kemari. Lihat sana, lihat sini. Window shopping sana, window shopping sini. Yuhuuu what a fabulous day! =P

Diawali dari pukul 3 sore waktu setempat, saya menuju bus stop dan menunggu bus 199. Setengah jam kemudian, sampailah saya di Boon Lay interchange. Saya bergegas menuju top-up machine untuk top-up EZ Link Card sebanyak $10. Setelah itu saya lekas menaiki MRT menuju Commonwealth.

Selama perjalanan di MRT bisa dibilang saya hanya bengang-bengong, ga mikir sana-sini. Ga lihat sana-sini. Hampir saja lupa mau turun. Brr.. Lalu saya menunggu bus 195 dan beberapa menit kemudian, sampailah saya di Ikea. Yah, di sini bergege-gege sebentar kurang lebih selama satu jam. Setelah cacing-cacing di perut meminta makan, apadaya saya bergegas menuju lantai atas dan menyuapi mereka.

Lanjut lagi saya naik bus 33 dan menuju Chinatown. Di sini lebih geje lagi. Window shopping sana-sini. Ga tau deh uda berapa lama. Tapi lumayanlah ada hasilnya. Satu tas seharga $15.90. Lagi ada obral, hohoho.

Walaupun sudah puas memanjakan mata dan kebutuhan hedonis, tetapi langit masih terang dan kaki belum lemas. Jadi saya memutuskan untuk naik bus 63 dan menuju Tiong Bahru Plaza. Apa yang saya lakukan di sini? Window shopping lagi, belanja jendela lagi.. hahaha.

Nyammy, puas sekali rasanya hari ini. Kebutuhan jasmani sangat terpenuhi hahaha.

Besok jadi ga ya naik 174 ke Orchard? Hmm..

Am I in My Paradise Yet?

The answer is nooooo before I step on my dearest country land, Indonesia...:P

I am still supposed to think how I'm going to store my stuffs during the vacation period, where I'll be a staying during the end of July, and so on and so on. And I'm feeling very guilty because of not going home early after the end of my exams :(, because I have to settle another stuffs here first, and it's quite a 'commitment'. I always feel guilty when I'm talking about this to my parents, hikss..>,<

My exams were going like 'lalala lilili'..Well, forget it. Que Sera Sera~

I feel like going to Ikea and Chinatown today, but gotta go at 3pm. If I go now then the bus would possibly be crowded as exams are still going to start soon..somewhere...outhere..and i dun care...hahaha

Hmm what am I gonna do to kill my time?
Let's see..

Tomorrow I'm planning to go to orchard by 174 bus. I know it takes time longer than MRT, but hey its me. Nothing's more beautiful than sitting on a car (err okay a bus..) and looking at the scenery outside.. What a perfect way to relax! =P

On Sunday maybe I'll just go to Cathedral then kill time browsing at the National Library, Bras Basah, and its friends..

Lalala~ so boring.

What I Need is More Than Life Science..

Once I live
My heart pumps
I breathe the air
My blood flows, carries oxygen to my whole body
So I can taste what life tastes like

They say my genes are inherited from my mom and dad
Paternal and maternal, or so-what-they-call-it

They say my cells divide in every 20 hours
In fact, 20 hours of their lifetime gives me life for almost 20 years
And also for the next twenty years
Next twenty and next twenty, and next, next, next..

Until
It stops
Pumping

I'll never know when the time is

That's why
I need more than Life Science

Life Science doesn't teach you how to smile
Life Science doesn't teach you how to laugh
Life Science doesn't teach you how to distinguish smiles and laughter

Life Science doesn't teach you how to cry
Life Science may teach you how the tears come from
But still,
Life Science doesn't teach you how to distinguish the tears of happiness and sadness

Life Science doesn't teach you how to love
Life Science doesn't teach you how to cherish
Life Science doesn't teach you how to care
Life Science doesn't teach you how to share

But,
Through Life you can learn them all
Live your life
and feel it
feel the pain and happiness

What I Need is More Than Life Science...

Where have they gone?

I've just realized today...
I've lost them...
Lost them since I barely could remember...
Where have they gone?

All my posts are now just filled with my academic life...
Exams, Quizes, GPA, etc...

Where have they gone?

Those beautiful words that once had been created...
Those wonderful phrases that once coloured in my journal...
Those are gone...

Will they be back?
Soon enough...?

Let the battle begins!

Hmm
berlebihan tidak kalau 2 post sekaligus berhubungan dengan exam?

wait..wait..
exam2 malah ngepost..

haha..
biarlah otakku istirahat sejenak..
lalu besok bisa bangun dengan pikiran yang segar..
dan bisa mengerjakan soal dengan maksimal..
bisa mendapat pencerahan untuk soal2 'dewa'..
bisa mendapat grade yang memuaskan nantinya..
yeah..
semangat!!

berikut adalah jadwal examku..total ada 6 dalam 4 hari :
Selasa 14/04/09 : Math 2 and Digital Lifestyle
Kamis 16/04/09 : Physics 1.. 4AU!! >> 'The Killer' for this semester.., but yet my favourite ;p
Selasa 21/04/09 : Material Science and Coping with Culture Transition
Kamis 23/04/09 : Life Science

The best is yet to come~

15 hours

15 hours before my first paper this semester, which is FE 1007..Mathematics II.. then followed by EE 8092 Digital Lifestyle.

God, please help me..
I've done and am still doing my best.. You'll do and are doing the rest..

The best is yet to come~

The Best is yet to come...

when u look at the title, u might wondering what's the good news. but in fact, i didn't bring any good news or that sth miraculous had happened. i was just...well,, failed my Life Science quiz. Not really failed actually, but... i got 8 out of 16. and.. that's not a good news isn't it? despite all the efforts i've put in. and how i was so certain with my answers when i clicked the "submit" button, then i found this writen on the computer screen : 8 out of 16. gosh, i only managed to answer HALF correctly!! and that is.. really bad. terrible.

i've been thinking about this since some time ago. when it seems that efforts aren't good enough. and then prayer doesn't seem to help you too. then i always ended up with one conclusion : the world isn't fair enough.

but now i'm thiking that....
there are ups and downs in your life times. when it seems that you've worked or prayed really hard, it's not that He doesn't love you or anything, but maybe to waken you up from your deepest sleep. to go away from your arrogance. to test you in a trial. a trial which makes us stronger and put more faith in Him..

*huah capek nulisnya, pake indo aja deh..huahauhau*

jadi begitulah teman-teman. gw selalu bertanya2 akhir2 ini. kenapa kok kayaknya usaha gw selalu ga seimbang dengan apa yg gw dapatkan? kenapa org lain bisa dapat lebih walaupun gw lebih bekerja keras dari dia? apakah emang pada dasarnya gw ini lebih goblok? ya mungkin. sepertinya memang bener begitu. ya justru karena itulah gw harus berusaha lebih dr mereka. memang hasil dan usaha itu kadang ga seimbang. gw sudah mengalami hal itu beberapa kali. tapi skrg gw ga mau lagi berkeluh kesah kenapa begini kenapa begitu lalalalala. apapun hasilnya itu. toh gw sudah berusaha. kalo msh jelek yah, cari di mana salahnya. next time diperbaiki. mungkin dengan dikasih hasil yg jelek di awal ini supaya gw cari tahu salah gw di mana, dan supaya di depannya bisa diperbaiki lagi. dan bener, kejadian hari ini telah menjadi cambuk buat gw untuk bersemangat lagi.

dan juga, kalo misalnya seandainya gw dapet bagus sekalipun, pasti gw cenderung jadi 'sombong', 'santai' dan sejenisnya. biarlah pelajaran ini menjadi cambuk. buat berusaha yg lebih lagi.

seperti kata papi, "tapi jgn gara2 ini jadi patah semangat. yang penting udah berusaha."

mgkn kalian ada yg mikir. apaan sih cuma quiz bilogi doang dipikirnya ampe segitunya. emang bener sih, biologi ga bakalan jadi pelajaran core gw nantinya. cuma gw mau menjadikan ini sebagai pelajaran dan cambuk. (duh uda berapa kali ya gw ngulang2 kata cambuk haha). dan gw masih punya target yg menuntut gw buat bagusin nilai di semester 2 ini. (amin...) jadi, perjuanganku belum berakhir!

ya ya.

It is not the end...
It is just the beginning...
The best is yet to come..