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hari orang males

walah2. parahh nih.. hari ini bener2 males keluar. udah cuaca mendung2, bentar2 gerimis.. tadi udah bangun pagi2 jam setengah 7.. terus ketiduran lagi haha..sampe jam setengah 11.. gila deh. mau turun buat makan aja males.

2 hari lagi udah quiz math..blm belajar lagi.. pengen2 cepet2 recess ajaa... hehehe.. terus kalo recess udah lewat, pengen cepet2 desember.. haha..

lg bosen di kamar.. pemandangannya ga bagus sih nih.. pengen keluar tapi.. malesss...

*hoooaammm

nostalgia in melancholy..

i'm alone inside this tiny room. with no body, only with my laptop and the sound of rain out there. such a perfect time to sleep and continue my sweet dream again... pheww..

i don't know why. but since yesterday till now, i feel so melancholic. esp when no body is around me. it makes me looking back to the past, realizing how things are much different now..

one year ago.. i'm still a 12th high school student, still struggling with the so-hectic-scheduled-tests in smak 5. with some remeds also.. haha. i was so uncertain about my future education. what major should i take? i was still thinking to pursue an accountacy, with a lot of doubts and uncertainity.. then, like a meteor suddenly fell from the sky, the thought of taking an architecture came into my mind.. at first, i thought i had found the right choice about the major and the university. even, i didn't bother to study hard for nus and ntu anymore. because, my chance of getting an architecture is too far from little...^^' so, i chose to be pesimistic.. even, i had some arguement with my parents about this problem...haha. then, time passed by. i wasted some time lalala-lilili, while my parents still prayed and hoped the best for me so i would change my mind.. and then... the second meteor fell again.. i went like crazy started studying that A Level things haha... and finally.. it ended (?) with a happy (?) ending.. here i am.. at ntu.. as a first year student in civil engineering..

when i recall my memories exactly in a year ago.. wheww.. never thought that i'd be in this place..

thank you..

LT Syndrome......*help me

LT Syndrome or Lecture Theatre Syndrome.
gw ga tau kenapa. tapi gw selalu merasa ngantuk pas lecture. dari semua lecture yang pernah gw datengin, berapa kali kira2 gw bisa menaruh konsentrasi penuh pada pelajaran? well, bisa dihitung dengan satu jari. gw rasa bukan karena kurang tidur juga. karena sebelum dan sesudah keluar dr tempat bernama Lee Kong Chian itu, ngantuknya ilang...........haha... ada apa dengan LKC? omg, kalo terus2an kayak gini, mending skip lecture aja deeeehhhh...haha

sebulan sudah..

banyak sekali yg ingin diceritakan. saking banyaknya, sampai bingung mau dimulai dari mana..
yang pasti, sudah sebulan lebih, aku di sini. dengan lingkungan baru. bertemu orang-orang baru. tinggal di kamar baru. mendapat pengalaman baru. dan baru lain-lain..

kalau mau diceritakan semuanya dengan detail..haha..ga bakal bisa. walau baru sebulan di sini, tapi..banyak sekali yg sudah terjadi. emang salah gw sendiri sih, knp ga rutin nulis blog? malah sampe diterlantarkan begini. haha.

yaudah deh. semoga mulai besok bisa rajin nulis lagi.

brand new.

brand new. haha.
what? where r my oldest posts? u can find it here.
yeah. i decided to start a new blog, but still with the same address : memoriesta.blogspot.com..
so many things happened so fast. can i write them all?